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“Yiruma” music to fit this depressing ass day.
“One Sweet Day” on repeat.
I really miss you nanay…there’s not a day that I don’t think about you. It’s been 5 months since you’ve been gone. I just wish I could’ve told you everything I wanted to tell you and given you one last hug. I miss you so much nanay, i know you’re watching over each step I take. I love you nanay, may you rest in peace..
aha, this hella made my day
"Be with her because you actually want to be with her, because you actually see a potential future with her, not because you are used to being with her, not because you’re scared of the thought that being without them will ruin you. The point of being in a relationship is to enjoy each other’s company, is to be there to support each other when they need it most. No one person, defines who you are. They only compliment you. "
“You’ve been with so many assholes, that when a good guy comes along, you don’t know how to act….”
If that isn’t the truth….
Yes, I’m insecure at times. Alright, who am I kidding? I’m insecure most of the time. I’m not one of those girls on tv, on billboards, on magazines, I’m just me. Around me, I see all these girls that look like those kinds of girls while I’m just walking around looking just like plain jane. I don’t have the clearest complexion, the double d boobs, the coke bottle shaped body, the long hair don’t care thing going on, I’m not perfect, I’m nowhere near perfect. I’m pretty stubborn and I’ll admit that sometimes if I don’t get it my way, I’ll throw a bitch fit here and there.
But there you are, accepting me for all that I am, never once making me feel like I had to change anything physically about myself. You compliment me everyday on how pretty you think I am. But….actions speak louder then words. And then there you go again..you pull me in like it’s your first time being able to hold me. And this happens every single time you pull me into your arms. You look at me with those eyes that you don’t even have to whisper to me that you love me cause your eyes tell me so. When I’m in the “oh you fancy huh” mode, you make me feel beautiful, and when I’m in the “i just woke up from bed” mode, you still make me feel beautiful, EVEN though I do deny your words, the way you pull me in every time, and the way your eyes look at me, no matter how fancy or shitty I look, shows me that not a single lie has ever came out of your mouth.
No matter if I’m dressed up, wearing all types of makeup, hair all done, OR if I’m just bumming it out with absolutely nothing on my face, eye glasses on, hair all fucked up in a bun, sweatshirt, and sweatpants, no matter what I look like or what I wear, you’re always proud to show me off to anyone and everyone.
Now honestly, tell me how many guys these days do that? I’m glad I was lucky enough to find a rare one this time around..
Words don’t mean anything if your actions speak differently.
When a girl feels insecure, they don’t need a box of chocolates to be happy, they don’t need a bouquet of roses to feel better, all they need is a little ounce of reassurance