“Yiruma” music to fit this depressing ass day.
“One Sweet Day” on repeat.
I really miss you nanay…there’s not a day that I don’t think about you. It’s been 5 months since you’ve been gone. I just wish I could’ve told you everything I wanted to tell you and given you one last hug. I miss you so much nanay, i know you’re watching over each step I take. I love you nanay, may you rest in peace..
If that isn’t the truth….
Yes, I’m insecure at times. Alright, who am I kidding? I’m insecure most of the time. I’m not one of those girls on tv, on billboards, on magazines, I’m just me. Around me, I see all these girls that look like those kinds of girls while I’m just walking around looking just like plain jane. I don’t have the clearest complexion, the double d boobs, the coke bottle shaped body, the long hair don’t care thing going on, I’m not perfect, I’m nowhere near perfect. I’m pretty stubborn and I’ll admit that sometimes if I don’t get it my way, I’ll throw a bitch fit here and there.
But there you are, accepting me for all that I am, never once making me feel like I had to change anything physically about myself. You compliment me everyday on how pretty you think I am. But….actions speak louder then words. And then there you go again..you pull me in like it’s your first time being able to hold me. And this happens every single time you pull me into your arms. You look at me with those eyes that you don’t even have to whisper to me that you love me cause your eyes tell me so. When I’m in the “oh you fancy huh” mode, you make me feel beautiful, and when I’m in the “i just woke up from bed” mode, you still make me feel beautiful, EVEN though I do deny your words, the way you pull me in every time, and the way your eyes look at me, no matter how fancy or shitty I look, shows me that not a single lie has ever came out of your mouth.
No matter if I’m dressed up, wearing all types of makeup, hair all done, OR if I’m just bumming it out with absolutely nothing on my face, eye glasses on, hair all fucked up in a bun, sweatshirt, and sweatpants, no matter what I look like or what I wear, you’re always proud to show me off to anyone and everyone.
Now honestly, tell me how many guys these days do that? I’m glad I was lucky enough to find a rare one this time around..
When a girl feels insecure, they don’t need a box of chocolates to be happy, they don’t need a bouquet of roses to feel better, all they need is a little ounce of reassurance
Drama will always be there, I know that. But some things are just not necessary to fight over, anymore. I don’t like holding grudges all that much. I try to be the bigger person & just drop all the bullshit, but people cross the lines too much.
I’m not the type to fight either, (Girl, I wear fake lashes & fake nails! Not trying to break these baby’s because of you…) BUT, when when people push my buttons, my crazy side comes out. & it’s not pretty.
When the Fuck am I seeing you? I missss you cousin!
“When it comes to love you’re just as blinded”
- A faithful man is a man who avoids situations where he could cheat.
- he would not do things that could make you jealous.
- he would always assure you that you’re the only girl he’s in love with, and that he loves you more than anything else.
- he would not ignore you.
- he would never compare you to his ex-girlfriends.
- he would always love you. always.
@EARL NATHAN BRIONES
“Every night I’m lying in bed holding you close in my dreams thinking about all the things we said and coming apart at the seams. We try to talk it over but the words come out too rough. I know you were trying to give me the best of your love” - The Eagles
Don’t expect someone to read your mind, and don’t play games with heads or hearts. Don’t tell half truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half truths are no better then lies. Don’t be cold to someone you care about, indifference hurts more then angry words.
Never give ALL of your heart to someone. Never FULLY trust someone. Never put that much confidence into someone…cause in the end, you’ll just be disappointed.
I absolutely have no patience for girls that stare at other people’s boyfriend/girlfriend like it’s no ones business. And i have no patience for guys/girls that stare at other guys/girls while they’re with their significant other.